i feel it's gonna rain like this for days

So bring on the rain.

Talked to the boyfriend. Apparently, we're going "on hold" for the rest of summer due to his work and CC and such...how is it "on hold" when we've seen each other a grand total of once since we started dating? How much more can we slow it down? It's not like we hardly get to talk anyhow...

I don't know what to think, except that he promised he wouldn't hurt me like A did. But...sometimes it seems like he's still going to.

Best part? He probably has to work on my birthday. Ever heard of asking for the day off? Apparently not.