if i died inside, would anyone realize?

How is it that we went from so happy to this "breaking up but not really" thing?

madina lake love

(reblogged from GMH)

A man was walking down the street for a drink one night and saw another man beating his wife. 

Putting himself in immediate danger he stopped the man, but in return almost died himself. 

Rock-stars who risk their own life for a person, gives me hope. Matt Leone, bassist of Madina Lake, you GMH.


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I knew there was a reason I loved this band. 

I love Audra so much. she is amazing and funny and smart and pretty and awesome
just fyi. shes the best friend I've ever had <3

i feel it's gonna rain like this for days

So bring on the rain.

Talked to the boyfriend. Apparently, we're going "on hold" for the rest of summer due to his work and CC and such...how is it "on hold" when we've seen each other a grand total of once since we started dating? How much more can we slow it down? It's not like we hardly get to talk anyhow...

I don't know what to think, except that he promised he wouldn't hurt me like A did. But...sometimes it seems like he's still going to.

Best part? He probably has to work on my birthday. Ever heard of asking for the day off? Apparently not.

want your bad romance

Okay, so the makeover didn't go exactly as planned. Audra cut my hair (just a trim!) and then we pretty much just dressed up as different cliques at our school and took pictures. Played around with makeup like we were little and modeled. It was hilarious. As you can see below, we MAY have gone a bit overboard...

She's coming over soonish to help me do some peekaboo highlights in my hair, but that's about it.

Haven't seen the BF in like two weeks. Sadness.

Oh, got food poisoning yesterday, too, from the diversity meeting I had to go to. Bad Blimpie sandwiches.

Awesome, right? -sigh-

after

i'm sure you have all the girls demanding wedding rings

Makeover day! Audra's coming over and playing Guinea Pig Addy to practice. And then she's playing wardrobe assistant and photographer. Wanted Trevor to come too, do some couple shots, but it got shot down.

So: makeup, hair style/color, wardrobe...it's all changing. I'm getting a nice little influx of $$$ soon, and we're gonna go thrifting to make it last. Plus I have $25 to PacSun. I'm excited. 16th / junior year is gonna be good. I can feel it.

before:

i bet you didn't expect this...she made me change my ways

Loving the rest of the summer, now that I'm home. Great boyfriend (here's his blog, but nothing's there yet), ah-mazing friends, and a Mad Hatter tea party Sweet 16 in a few weeks. What could be better?

Not much (: