I hate this.
All I do is feel sick. I can feel my heartbeat in every part of my body. I get terrible stomach aches at night (third one in a row, so it wasn't just too much ice cream). Head's been hurting. My throat's always dry, no matter how much water I guzzle. I'm going through two waterbottles a day, during school.
And then my mental ness! Oh, jeeze, don't even get me started. I can start crying at the drop of a hat. I think I cried for about 2 hours on and off earlier.
My heart hurts. I feel like I'm losing every person I thought I called a close friend.
Nothing's helping. Taking St. John's Wort, trying to de-stress as much as possible...it's just not doing anything.
I just...I want them to at least run some blood tests or something. Before they try to pin everything on stress.
I don't know what to do anymore. I just don't.