I'm done with dating for a while. I would say something like "until I get out of school", but I know that's not realistic. Things change. People change. And I'm not going to not date someone just because I swore I wouldn't anymore.
But I'm done chasing what shouldn't be chased.
It's hurting both of us, hurting the tentative friendship we have, and I know I need to get over it. It's getting ridiculous. Much as I hate to admit it, it really is.
I know I'm not going to get him back, so why do I keep trying?